THE WORLD MOST BEAUTIFUL SHOW 030312
Monday, 5 March 2012 // 11:45 PM
Let me share my fancount of beautiful show sg for this three days n__n
Day 1:
Rushed to the airport straight after school, carrying so much heavy stuffs. The flight was supposed to be landed at 1:45pm. But it delayed and they landed at 2:30~ Finally, my boys came out! Stretched out my hand with junhyung's gift and kept screaming his name~ If i'm not wrong i saw him taking a small glance at me. Of cause, he didn't took my gift as the guards were there. They went in the van and i ran to mine to stalk~ Throughout the journey there wasn't any interaction as they closed the curtain. But i saw a member playing ipad at the back, junhyung was carrying ipad with him when he arrived so i guess it was him? Back to hotel, by the time i reached there junhyung was walking in so I'm depressed. When to the airport and fetch Shirley then to her house to unpack her stuffs and checked in the hotel that beast is staying woooot.
Day 2:
Headed to fangqi house to bathe and sleepover for only 4 hours T__T Went to q for merchandise early in the morning 6+am.. Managed to be the first few^^ Got our merch after so much suffering, went back home to bathe and down to expo for concert!! So excited to know I'm walking towards my dream ^__^ Concert started at 7:30pm? First song special~ Trying my best to let junhyung notice me with my bright board but he doesn't want to initially :( But after the help from fangqi he did~ He noticed me more when i put his towel over my head like a fool.. He saw my "I'm always be here for you" board and i saw his eye smile :") He opened up alot and gave so many fanservices after yoseob talked to him bout it. He even said "saranghamida" and did a heart shape for us. THANKYOU YOSEOB <3 The boys had so much fun especially junhyung, he laughed alot^^ But he gave the bouquet of roses which i scream so badly for to other fan.. That's really heartbreaking. concert ended really quickly :( Most disappointing was we couldn't stand at the fence infront during encore as we're in seated.. So i managed to squeeze in between the first row people and took some polaroid~ They went to have dinner at Todai. When I'm in daze, yoseob suddenly ran passed me with guards around I'm so shocked that I didn't follow but stand there.. Followed by gikwang and dongwoon. Back to hotel after that~ Felt hungry so we decided to buy mac at around 2am plus? This is where our miracle happened. We was walking back to our hotel after we got our food, me and my friend saw this club and joking around saying what if the members come here and drink especially junhyung etc. The next moment, my friend saw gikwang and then followed by dongwoon, junhyung and dujun. NO KIDDING OMG we ran over, junhyung was really happy and high. He was talking to one of the dancer or something and i kept waving right infront of his face and shouted " JUNHYUNG JUNHYUNG JUNHYUNG" He replied "annyeong^^" happily n__n kyya so cute.. I'm so happy to see how happy he was and this is like a miracle right.. They went to drink at zouk. At around 4am plus they came back, dujun seems really drunk~ Wanted to pass my gift to junhyung but the guards don't let me go over so i went to the other side where no fans was. I scretched my hand out, shouting junhyung junhyung again rofl he's in the lift.. So the guard helped me to pass :") I saw his turning to junhyung then the door closed. It opened again and i saw junhyung looking something on his hands.. Is it my gift? idk i hope so~
Day 3:
They were said to go USS but something happened, either there were too much fans or they overslept or smth so they stay at their room the whole day till 6pm+ for their dinner. When junhyung walked out, he was hooking his shoulder on yoseob, talking to him so he ignored me when I was calling him T__T I'll took a very nice shot of junseob if my polaroid doesn't screwed up :"( i cried and ran to their van, hoping to see junhyung. But he was sitting at the middle and dujun was at the window side. So he saw me crying and stare at me.. I didn't know what to do but to stare back hopelessly. They came back again, this time, I'm contented :") I shine my board and shouted his name. He looked, smile and bow alittle. Managed to snap a good shot of him~ yeaappe hehe he's so adorable!!
Day 4:
It's the last day of their stay :"( Waited outside hotel for them. Really glad that junhyung took the first van as I was closer to that. I called him, he doesn't look and walk straight to the van. Of cause, i'm sad.. And i didn't took polaroid at him as i can see he's tired. So it's okay.. I understand. I've his fanservice that he hardly give so I couldn't ask for more.. They went in airport by cip and that's our last goodbye.. I miss him so much now that I'm on the verge to cry. I hope he remembers my board and those memories we had here. Thankyou beast for amazing beautiful show~ 030312 probably the best day of my life. Let me see you guys again at Thailand, hopefullyyyyyyyyyyy :(
The tears, laughter, cheering, suffering, aching, sleepless night.. All those are so worth for my boys <3
yoon doojoon, jang hyunseung, yong junhyung, yang yoseob, lee kikwang, son dongwoon,
so biseuteu!~
Labels: BEAST BEAUTIFUL SHOW SG
Happy birthday to me n_n
Tuesday, 27 December 2011 // 2:48 PM
Bb jolene's touching birthday message <3
I love all these preezeees! You know who you are, thankyou!
Didn't get to take a group picture with buttholes on that day so this is the latest one! <3 Thankyou~
Celebrated in advance so doesn't really have any plans on the actual day which is today. Hmmm sisters coming over my house for movie lata so thanks to them i don't have to spend it alone u_u
I'd like to thanks everyone in the chalet at 24/12/2011. They are really awesome and i had alot alot alot of fun! Without them, i won't have a memorable night. Once again, thankyou all.. You know who you are <3 Now that I've turn 17 and next year i could drive, go clubbing etc. In these 17 years, I'm blessed with my family and friends who loved me. Because of them, I'll live my life well :") Thankyou so much.. Especially my mom, dad and sis. They played the biggest and most important part in my life. And also my girls and buttholes! For making me laugh, taking care of me as well as love me like a love song n___n Tho that night you guys bash me with cream and my fav pandan cake, made me look like a bird which anyhow shit.. But what's important is fun! I had fun, so much. Sisters made notes one by one sticking on the floor as well as on the wall, asking me to pick up and lead me to them :") So freaking touched okay. I love you all so much so so much, you guys made this 17th so memorable!!!!
I wish for these people would be by my side always till the day we're not in this world anymore. I love every single one of you <3
HALLOWEEN 29TH OCTOBER.
Monday, 7 November 2011 // 2:53 AM
Happy belated halloween!!!
It's a very very different halloween this year because I really did celebrated it. I've never done this in my life before so I'm proud of myself hehehehe~ We got each other goodies bags with cause our bag heavy like a bomb >.< Went to sentosa to have three trails of "haunted". Out of the three for me, I think 2nd and the last one scariest tho i cried during the first as it's the first trail you know so.. yep. 2nd was the classroom which the lockers were full of ghosts, that part we all screamed all the way so i didn't really get to see anything. I'm just, screaming. hehe and the last one was every ghost or thing ran towards you, they used chiong one okay so you doesn't have the time to get prepared, you'll just saw a scary face infront of you and freak out.
It was a fun and scary experience after all~ I would like to visit for next year's again.
Let the pictures do the talking for now ^__^
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H I L O.
// 2:31 AM
How are you people doing?? Fine??? Wooooot it's been so long since i've blogged. Miane~
okay where should i start? Hmmm oh my laptop had recovered! It's back with nothing lost n__n all thanks to my uncle, didn't know he could actually fix computers. Thanks momaaa for helping me~ had been busying transferring my files over to hard disk. It takes almost one day for all my files o__o mad.
Steamboat with my girls on last Friday.
Had soooooo much laughter as usual~ Catch up with each other's life and congratssssssss my dear xinyi ;) I know you're reading this hehe. just enjoy what you have now, What's most important is that you're happy and so he is. Fight for your love.
We took neoprints which are so old school but it was really fun and memorable. Let's have another round girls <3
Nowadays i don't know whats in my mind, whats with those useless negative thoughts. It's bugging me and i hate it. Somebody please burn those away and bring me happiness..
Happy 2nd Year My Precious BEAST~
Sunday, 16 October 2011 // 1:21 AM
It's 2 years... They came this far. Those hard, sweat, suffers, tears, sad, disappointed days are not what we could see on stage. I know they suffered, they wanted to be perfect for b2uties. Beast always put us in the first place and wanted to make us be happy no matter how tired they are. In our hearts, you guys are always awesome no matter what. really. It doesn't matter if you fall, you made mistakes or whatever, we know BEAST ARE ALWAYS THE B2ST BEST. Now that beast had already be apart of my life.. I don't know what to do without them. I hope their days would keep going so I could walk with them till they stopped, till the rain
stops falling. I'll wait for beast airline to alight in Singapore, that day which I'm crying for.. Please come quickly T____T
SOOOOOO BEAST!
yoon dujun jang hyunseung yong junhyung yang yoseob lee gikwang son dongwoon \ ^ O ^ /
Let's continue our beauty and beast days with that smile on your handsome faces ♥
ONE CLICK AND YOU WOULD MAKE MY DREAM CAME TRUE.
Sunday, 25 September 2011 // 1:20 AM
http://www.facebook.com/questions/210803008983271/
Please, to all my beautiful awesome readers. Help me click YES for the poll in the link above. It's beast airline concert, it's my dream. Please help me to click, JUST ONE CLICK OF YES and your vote counts. Your votes, even just one vote was really really important to me. Please help to spread this to your friends or whoever to click YES.
If you do good things it would come back to you because the world is round. And god would bless you just because you helped someone to had her dream come true.
God bless you, I appreciate alot if you could help. Love you guys~
IAN 方少爷!! ♥
Tuesday, 30 August 2011 // 12:19 AM
It was a crazy uncontrollable crowd at cine just now when the cast were over there. I'm almost dead so gave up and walked to the sides. After that we rushed down to mediacorp cos we didn't really see much!! Waited for very long~ It's been years since i waited at media for local stars okay. We went to the tv gate, FREAKING OMG SAW THE FOUR CAST KIMBERLY, TOMATO, ELISABETH & EDWIN. Quickly rushed there and take photos, they were all very friendly! Didn't dare to go near edwin or talk to him cos very awkward lahhh like same schoolmate then like this :/ I think he know us :x okay where is my master ian?! Hehhee over heard them saying ian was still filming and was finishing. So exciteddddddd and waited. FINALLY OMG SUNSHINE BOY WALKED OUT. Wooooooo I'm the first who approached him for a picture~ And gave him my skittles he smiled and say thankyou of cos n__n other fans went and give him sign then i got this chance to asked him pose a picture for me and he did it handsomely! awwww the cast was rushing him, he was still signing and said: " 等一下会死啊？！“ hahaha with his jason liu pattern. Cute lahhhhh~ then then when he was going to hop on the cab, he asked who gave him the skittles and my friends all pointed at me saying she she she!! Hahahha he smiled again and waved at me :")
Hope you kept my note with you, enjoy my skittles, remember me and most importantly reply my tweets!! Tho he retweeted some x)
IAN FANGSHAOYE
// 12:19 AM
My bb
Sunday, 28 August 2011 // 1:48 AM
"Work hard so you can play hard ^^"
He would be my inspiration of working hard from now on n__n
Hiyaaaa~
Sunday, 7 August 2011 // 2:36 AM
Sorry, had not been posting as much nowadays~ hehee I'm a busygirl94!
There won't be people reading and interested in my life anyway~ But still, to keep my blog alive. Life still goes on. There's a lot of birthday surprises i did this month.. Shueting's, Yenwoon's, Alvin daddy's.. All success and they were happy :') I like i like~ Seeing them happy makes me happy too. Hehehehehhee
I'm still... Waiting for that day when he would notice me and started to care.
b1a4 later~ wish me luck^^
This Is me~
Monday, 11 July 2011 // 10:04 PM
For those who wanted to know me more, read this. I did a survey and this is my result, so damn true. None of it is false okay, this is exactly me.
MOH XUAN YA, as an Advisor style, impresses most people with their outgoing charisma, warmth,
and fun loving personality.
Advisors possess a natural disposition for people and possess a casual
kind of poise in most social situations. Many people will come to them because Advisors are seen
as encouragers and instinctive communicators.
MOH XUAN YA can be demonstrative, trusting
others and showing clear emotions. Advisors will not attempt to force their ideas on others; they
prefer to win people over and influence decision making by their ability to effectively
communicate. Advisors tend to take criticism of work as a personal rejection rather than based
on the quality of the work itself.
Advisors take a very positive and optimistic approach in all they
do and often put people needs ahead of tasks and deadlines for completing a project. Advisors
want to feel part of a strong team cohesion and this bond can be a powerful motivator for
achieving success.
MOH XUAN YA prefers to deal with people on a personal, intimate basis in a low pressure and
non antagonistic situation. Advisors desire for others to give them personal attention and value
compliments for assignments done well. MOH XUAN YA loves to talk with and about people; they
want social intimacy with everyone they meet. They are equally adept in mingling in a large social
setting or in a one on one environment with close friends.
Advisors may have difficulty being honest about their feelings if there is a fear that there will be devastating effects to a relationship, as relationships are extremely important to Advisors.
While Advisors are very stable, they are also flexible and can fit into almost any environment.
They are seen as neighborly and accepting of others.
Once a bond is formed, MOH XUAN YA has no problem talking about personal subjects and extending trust.
MOH XUAN YA is family oriented; working toward stability in these relationships. Advisors are persistent in working to accomplish the goals through teamwork and creating an enjoyable environment to get the job done. Advisors seek team recognition but also want their personal contributions noticed.
MOH XUAN YA would prefer things stay the same rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is
proven and true). This person is typically peaceful and low key and is usually seen by associates
as a good friend and listener. MOH XUAN YA tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.
An extremely outgoing and social person, MOH XUAN YA tends to make friends easily and likes to have fun with others. This person wants to make commitments even when unable to keep
them. This comes from their strong desire to please, not because of any intent to deceive.
MOH XUAN YA tends to be very spontaneous, easily becoming bored with routine tasks.
MOH XUAN YA values close, personal relationships and will often put the needs and desires of
those who are loyal friends ahead of his/her own. This is an even-paced individual who thrives in
a peaceful, harmonious environment.
MOH XUAN YA will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition. Not afraid to take a bold approach, MOH XUAN YA is willing to challenge the status quo. Original and creative, this individual acts with confidence when implementing new solutions.
MOH XUANYA will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions. Once they have madea decision, they will not be afraid to act upon it.
BEAST SINGAPORE FANMEETING 2ND JULY 2011
Sunday, 3 July 2011 // 11:16 PM
Yoon doojoon, jang hyunseung, yong junhyung, yang yoseob. lee gikwang, son dongwoon, SOBEAST DAEBAK!
The moment when i entered the hall i felt like a dream came true. I'm at row5 and seat 5 so it's quite near to the stage. When the intro video start playing, WE WENT INSANE. Kept screaming and screaming then VOOOOOOM these six beastly man jump up to the stage and start with special~ I jump jump jump and kept shouting screaming shouting JUNHYUNGGGGG~ Followed up by soom. Next they started interviewing the boys and i noticed dongwoon whispered to doojoon, yoseob and junhyung about something, they giggled and kept pointing at our direction. I wondered what it is, really. I wondered if it's me or us or those people at our back. Ever since this happening, doojoon, junhyung and yoseob kept coming to our row and entertained us. I swear jun kept looking and staring at me cos i'm carrying his board and kept shouting for him obviously I'm his fan so he must look out for me rightttt hehe ikr i could feel it. It's so amazing that i felt he knows my existence~ The moment when they sing ORD i cried, jun put his hands towards my direction and rapped. It.was.fucking.amazing. I really cried.. When coming to the end, a part of me was dying I don't want them to gooo and we shouting for encore. Yes, they performed oasis and V.I.U we all ran up to the front which is damn close to the boys. But i hate it that I'm short and everyone's squeezing me I can't see anything jun can't see me too but only my board ;) So i bet he remembered my board now!! Concert end, went backstage to have hi5. OMG i totally went speechless when i entered the room. WE ARE SO FUCKING CLOSE. Jun stared at my eyes and touches my hand. I said: "oppa saranghae!! *jumpjump*" Junhyung:"yeh~ *killer smile*" My mind went blank so i couldn't really say anything to doojoon and gikwang sorry :( blame jun. Stalked them all the way to hotel but couldn't get anything till they're going back to airport. We waited outside the carpark, finally their bus passed by! jun opened up his curtain and waved to me *_* He really do know me now.. Yoseob was so cute that he stick his head out of the curtain and gave us a kissing lips awwww. Didn't followed to airport as they're going in by vip so can't really see anything.. That's all ;(
Junhyung oppa, i know you saw me, I know you saw my board, I know you heard me or saw me shouting for you, i hope you can feel my love for you. It really hurts to only know you cried after the concert. Silly boy, I would never leave you no matter what. You're my everything now.. I love you joker. Thankyou beast for giving me a wonderful unforgettable night, this is really a dream came true n_n daebak!
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Junhara.
Tuesday, 28 June 2011 // 4:16 PM
Ha the moment i went to twitter and check my mentions, my mind went boom blank.
I cried.
Jun was dating hara. It hurts and somehow i have a hateful feeling.. But why should i felt this way? If jun was happy and they love each other, why not? They looks good together. Jun was a great handsome guy, hara was a beautiful lady and this must be a wonderful love. I love jun, I'm truly a b2uty so I'll give them all my blessing~ And i see every b2uties are true too as no one bash this couple yet, don't you fucking dare to do that. If jun was happy, so am I. I'm really happy that he found his love. Hopefully, a true and happy love. They let me know that love is so powerful that you don't mind what others see or thinks bout you, you just want to love and be with that person that you loved. Junhara, please last long and enjoy this wonderful love.
you you you you
// 1:30 AM
hihihi hehe
Went to palau ubin with hoppies today.. It's.. Very.. Adventurous. It's a survival trip, there's so many difficult stages for us to overcome.
First, poor yihui fall off her bike on a slope which is very very painful, her wound, omg. Second, Nigel's bike broke down after some while of yihui's fall. Third, unlucky me my bike gear kept dropping. Thank goodness yenwoon, Chris and kenny was there or not I don't know what to do :/ Was kind of guilty to keep them behind of my stupid gear. Oh yes adventure end at 4 plus, we boat back and bus to downtown to bathe like a paradiseeeeee~ Had yummy dinner with Ms Goh and Mr Yeo at xinwang cafe ^_^ hmm conclusion, strongly recommended not to bike at pulau. It's very dangerous and tiring kkkkk go east coast or pasir ris instead.
Readers, I'm going to have a very private blog for my own venting and some stuffs that I only wanted strangers to know. Find me if you can! Hehheeee ahhh THREE FUCKING MORE DAYS TO MEET BEAST OMGGGGGGG JUNJUNJUNJUN HERE I COME!
HOLIDAY.
Thursday, 9 June 2011 // 8:46 PM
These four days of stress, suffering, burning midnight oil, not having sufficient sleep etc all these shit are coming to an end. I can party and party and heyyyyy! Holidays here mama come I've waited for you for a long timeeee. I wanna play like mad and work like mad then spend like mad. Hohohoho
This perfect ftbeast combination day.
Thursday, 26 May 2011 // 6:39 PM
FT made their comeback with confession and hello hello today.
Beast won first on Mcountdown today.
My hong hugged my jun from the back it's so sweet that i wanted them to be together gaga. Seobie took pentastick and shouted ft islanddddddd during their encore stage which made me feel so damn happy. This is the best. The best combination ever but if they had a stage together it's more than best.
Teeeeheee me so happy right now. Seeing my top two bias group being so close, I'm contented.
Welcome back ft, congrats beast! Bbong~ ♥
Best of da best.
Saturday, 7 May 2011 // 12:08 AM
I'm so happy todayyyyyyyyyyyy hahahhahaaaa! Hahahahahhahahaha!
Firstly, I meet up with Venus, Larraine, Alicia and Xinyi~ We had so much laughter during our heart to heart talk. Each of us say our problems out and we solve it together. Our main topic was, how to differentiated like and love. To those who knows the answer, please leave it on my tagboard under chat because we've tried to solve it for hours but still couldn't found the answer.
I've made a major choice today too.. With their support, I did it. I shall not regret, we only live once.
I hope we would have another gathering like this soon okay, I love you girls so much ♥
And hope our talks today would make all your hearts go lighter and happier.
THE WORLD MOST BEAUTIFUL SHOW 030312
Monday, 5 March 2012 // 11:45 PM
Let me share my fancount of beautiful show sg for this three days n__n
Day 1:
Rushed to the airport straight after school, carrying so much heavy stuffs. The flight was supposed to be landed at 1:45pm. But it delayed and they landed at 2:30~ Finally, my boys came out! Stretched out my hand with junhyung's gift and kept screaming his name~ If i'm not wrong i saw him taking a small glance at me. Of cause, he didn't took my gift as the guards were there. They went in the van and i ran to mine to stalk~ Throughout the journey there wasn't any interaction as they closed the curtain. But i saw a member playing ipad at the back, junhyung was carrying ipad with him when he arrived so i guess it was him? Back to hotel, by the time i reached there junhyung was walking in so I'm depressed. When to the airport and fetch Shirley then to her house to unpack her stuffs and checked in the hotel that beast is staying woooot.
Day 2:
Headed to fangqi house to bathe and sleepover for only 4 hours T__T Went to q for merchandise early in the morning 6+am.. Managed to be the first few^^ Got our merch after so much suffering, went back home to bathe and down to expo for concert!! So excited to know I'm walking towards my dream ^__^ Concert started at 7:30pm? First song special~ Trying my best to let junhyung notice me with my bright board but he doesn't want to initially :( But after the help from fangqi he did~ He noticed me more when i put his towel over my head like a fool.. He saw my "I'm always be here for you" board and i saw his eye smile :") He opened up alot and gave so many fanservices after yoseob talked to him bout it. He even said "saranghamida" and did a heart shape for us. THANKYOU YOSEOB <3 The boys had so much fun especially junhyung, he laughed alot^^ But he gave the bouquet of roses which i scream so badly for to other fan.. That's really heartbreaking. concert ended really quickly :( Most disappointing was we couldn't stand at the fence infront during encore as we're in seated.. So i managed to squeeze in between the first row people and took some polaroid~ They went to have dinner at Todai. When I'm in daze, yoseob suddenly ran passed me with guards around I'm so shocked that I didn't follow but stand there.. Followed by gikwang and dongwoon. Back to hotel after that~ Felt hungry so we decided to buy mac at around 2am plus? This is where our miracle happened. We was walking back to our hotel after we got our food, me and my friend saw this club and joking around saying what if the members come here and drink especially junhyung etc. The next moment, my friend saw gikwang and then followed by dongwoon, junhyung and dujun. NO KIDDING OMG we ran over, junhyung was really happy and high. He was talking to one of the dancer or something and i kept waving right infront of his face and shouted " JUNHYUNG JUNHYUNG JUNHYUNG" He replied "annyeong^^" happily n__n kyya so cute.. I'm so happy to see how happy he was and this is like a miracle right.. They went to drink at zouk. At around 4am plus they came back, dujun seems really drunk~ Wanted to pass my gift to junhyung but the guards don't let me go over so i went to the other side where no fans was. I scretched my hand out, shouting junhyung junhyung again rofl he's in the lift.. So the guard helped me to pass :") I saw his turning to junhyung then the door closed. It opened again and i saw junhyung looking something on his hands.. Is it my gift? idk i hope so~
Day 3:
They were said to go USS but something happened, either there were too much fans or they overslept or smth so they stay at their room the whole day till 6pm+ for their dinner. When junhyung walked out, he was hooking his shoulder on yoseob, talking to him so he ignored me when I was calling him T__T I'll took a very nice shot of junseob if my polaroid doesn't screwed up :"( i cried and ran to their van, hoping to see junhyung. But he was sitting at the middle and dujun was at the window side. So he saw me crying and stare at me.. I didn't know what to do but to stare back hopelessly. They came back again, this time, I'm contented :") I shine my board and shouted his name. He looked, smile and bow alittle. Managed to snap a good shot of him~ yeaappe hehe he's so adorable!!
Day 4:
It's the last day of their stay :"( Waited outside hotel for them. Really glad that junhyung took the first van as I was closer to that. I called him, he doesn't look and walk straight to the van. Of cause, i'm sad.. And i didn't took polaroid at him as i can see he's tired. So it's okay.. I understand. I've his fanservice that he hardly give so I couldn't ask for more.. They went in airport by cip and that's our last goodbye.. I miss him so much now that I'm on the verge to cry. I hope he remembers my board and those memories we had here. Thankyou beast for amazing beautiful show~ 030312 probably the best day of my life. Let me see you guys again at Thailand, hopefullyyyyyyyyyyy :(
The tears, laughter, cheering, suffering, aching, sleepless night.. All those are so worth for my boys <3
yoon doojoon, jang hyunseung, yong junhyung, yang yoseob, lee kikwang, son dongwoon,
so biseuteu!~
Labels: BEAST BEAUTIFUL SHOW SG
Happy birthday to me n_n
Tuesday, 27 December 2011 // 2:48 PM
Bb jolene's touching birthday message <3
I love all these preezeees! You know who you are, thankyou!
Didn't get to take a group picture with buttholes on that day so this is the latest one! <3 Thankyou~
Celebrated in advance so doesn't really have any plans on the actual day which is today. Hmmm sisters coming over my house for movie lata so thanks to them i don't have to spend it alone u_u
I'd like to thanks everyone in the chalet at 24/12/2011. They are really awesome and i had alot alot alot of fun! Without them, i won't have a memorable night. Once again, thankyou all.. You know who you are <3 Now that I've turn 17 and next year i could drive, go clubbing etc. In these 17 years, I'm blessed with my family and friends who loved me. Because of them, I'll live my life well :") Thankyou so much.. Especially my mom, dad and sis. They played the biggest and most important part in my life. And also my girls and buttholes! For making me laugh, taking care of me as well as love me like a love song n___n Tho that night you guys bash me with cream and my fav pandan cake, made me look like a bird which anyhow shit.. But what's important is fun! I had fun, so much. Sisters made notes one by one sticking on the floor as well as on the wall, asking me to pick up and lead me to them :") So freaking touched okay. I love you all so much so so much, you guys made this 17th so memorable!!!!
I wish for these people would be by my side always till the day we're not in this world anymore. I love every single one of you <3
HALLOWEEN 29TH OCTOBER.
Monday, 7 November 2011 // 2:53 AM
Happy belated halloween!!!
It's a very very different halloween this year because I really did celebrated it. I've never done this in my life before so I'm proud of myself hehehehe~ We got each other goodies bags with cause our bag heavy like a bomb >.< Went to sentosa to have three trails of "haunted". Out of the three for me, I think 2nd and the last one scariest tho i cried during the first as it's the first trail you know so.. yep. 2nd was the classroom which the lockers were full of ghosts, that part we all screamed all the way so i didn't really get to see anything. I'm just, screaming. hehe and the last one was every ghost or thing ran towards you, they used chiong one okay so you doesn't have the time to get prepared, you'll just saw a scary face infront of you and freak out.
It was a fun and scary experience after all~ I would like to visit for next year's again.
Let the pictures do the talking for now ^__^
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H I L O.
// 2:31 AM
How are you people doing?? Fine??? Wooooot it's been so long since i've blogged. Miane~
okay where should i start? Hmmm oh my laptop had recovered! It's back with nothing lost n__n all thanks to my uncle, didn't know he could actually fix computers. Thanks momaaa for helping me~ had been busying transferring my files over to hard disk. It takes almost one day for all my files o__o mad.
Steamboat with my girls on last Friday.
Had soooooo much laughter as usual~ Catch up with each other's life and congratssssssss my dear xinyi ;) I know you're reading this hehe. just enjoy what you have now, What's most important is that you're happy and so he is. Fight for your love.
We took neoprints which are so old school but it was really fun and memorable. Let's have another round girls <3
Nowadays i don't know whats in my mind, whats with those useless negative thoughts. It's bugging me and i hate it. Somebody please burn those away and bring me happiness..
Happy 2nd Year My Precious BEAST~
Sunday, 16 October 2011 // 1:21 AM
It's 2 years... They came this far. Those hard, sweat, suffers, tears, sad, disappointed days are not what we could see on stage. I know they suffered, they wanted to be perfect for b2uties. Beast always put us in the first place and wanted to make us be happy no matter how tired they are. In our hearts, you guys are always awesome no matter what. really. It doesn't matter if you fall, you made mistakes or whatever, we know BEAST ARE ALWAYS THE B2ST BEST. Now that beast had already be apart of my life.. I don't know what to do without them. I hope their days would keep going so I could walk with them till they stopped, till the rain
stops falling. I'll wait for beast airline to alight in Singapore, that day which I'm crying for.. Please come quickly T____T
SOOOOOO BEAST!
yoon dujun jang hyunseung yong junhyung yang yoseob lee gikwang son dongwoon \ ^ O ^ /
Let's continue our beauty and beast days with that smile on your handsome faces ♥
ONE CLICK AND YOU WOULD MAKE MY DREAM CAME TRUE.
Sunday, 25 September 2011 // 1:20 AM
http://www.facebook.com/questions/210803008983271/
Please, to all my beautiful awesome readers. Help me click YES for the poll in the link above. It's beast airline concert, it's my dream. Please help me to click, JUST ONE CLICK OF YES and your vote counts. Your votes, even just one vote was really really important to me. Please help to spread this to your friends or whoever to click YES.
If you do good things it would come back to you because the world is round. And god would bless you just because you helped someone to had her dream come true.
God bless you, I appreciate alot if you could help. Love you guys~
IAN 方少爷!! ♥
Tuesday, 30 August 2011 // 12:19 AM
It was a crazy uncontrollable crowd at cine just now when the cast were over there. I'm almost dead so gave up and walked to the sides. After that we rushed down to mediacorp cos we didn't really see much!! Waited for very long~ It's been years since i waited at media for local stars okay. We went to the tv gate, FREAKING OMG SAW THE FOUR CAST KIMBERLY, TOMATO, ELISABETH & EDWIN. Quickly rushed there and take photos, they were all very friendly! Didn't dare to go near edwin or talk to him cos very awkward lahhh like same schoolmate then like this :/ I think he know us :x okay where is my master ian?! Hehhee over heard them saying ian was still filming and was finishing. So exciteddddddd and waited. FINALLY OMG SUNSHINE BOY WALKED OUT. Wooooooo I'm the first who approached him for a picture~ And gave him my skittles he smiled and say thankyou of cos n__n other fans went and give him sign then i got this chance to asked him pose a picture for me and he did it handsomely! awwww the cast was rushing him, he was still signing and said: " 等一下会死啊？！“ hahaha with his jason liu pattern. Cute lahhhhh~ then then when he was going to hop on the cab, he asked who gave him the skittles and my friends all pointed at me saying she she she!! Hahahha he smiled again and waved at me :")
Hope you kept my note with you, enjoy my skittles, remember me and most importantly reply my tweets!! Tho he retweeted some x)
IAN FANGSHAOYE
// 12:19 AM
My bb
Sunday, 28 August 2011 // 1:48 AM
"Work hard so you can play hard ^^"
He would be my inspiration of working hard from now on n__n
Hiyaaaa~
Sunday, 7 August 2011 // 2:36 AM
Sorry, had not been posting as much nowadays~ hehee I'm a busygirl94!
There won't be people reading and interested in my life anyway~ But still, to keep my blog alive. Life still goes on. There's a lot of birthday surprises i did this month.. Shueting's, Yenwoon's, Alvin daddy's.. All success and they were happy :') I like i like~ Seeing them happy makes me happy too. Hehehehehhee
I'm still... Waiting for that day when he would notice me and started to care.
b1a4 later~ wish me luck^^
This Is me~
Monday, 11 July 2011 // 10:04 PM
For those who wanted to know me more, read this. I did a survey and this is my result, so damn true. None of it is false okay, this is exactly me.
MOH XUAN YA, as an Advisor style, impresses most people with their outgoing charisma, warmth,
and fun loving personality.
Advisors possess a natural disposition for people and possess a casual
kind of poise in most social situations. Many people will come to them because Advisors are seen
as encouragers and instinctive communicators.
MOH XUAN YA can be demonstrative, trusting
others and showing clear emotions. Advisors will not attempt to force their ideas on others; they
prefer to win people over and influence decision making by their ability to effectively
communicate. Advisors tend to take criticism of work as a personal rejection rather than based
on the quality of the work itself.
Advisors take a very positive and optimistic approach in all they
do and often put people needs ahead of tasks and deadlines for completing a project. Advisors
want to feel part of a strong team cohesion and this bond can be a powerful motivator for
achieving success.
MOH XUAN YA prefers to deal with people on a personal, intimate basis in a low pressure and
non antagonistic situation. Advisors desire for others to give them personal attention and value
compliments for assignments done well. MOH XUAN YA loves to talk with and about people; they
want social intimacy with everyone they meet. They are equally adept in mingling in a large social
setting or in a one on one environment with close friends.
Advisors may have difficulty being honest about their feelings if there is a fear that there will be devastating effects to a relationship, as relationships are extremely important to Advisors.
While Advisors are very stable, they are also flexible and can fit into almost any environment.
They are seen as neighborly and accepting of others.
Once a bond is formed, MOH XUAN YA has no problem talking about personal subjects and extending trust.
MOH XUAN YA is family oriented; working toward stability in these relationships. Advisors are persistent in working to accomplish the goals through teamwork and creating an enjoyable environment to get the job done. Advisors seek team recognition but also want their personal contributions noticed.
MOH XUAN YA would prefer things stay the same rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is
proven and true). This person is typically peaceful and low key and is usually seen by associates
as a good friend and listener. MOH XUAN YA tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.
An extremely outgoing and social person, MOH XUAN YA tends to make friends easily and likes to have fun with others. This person wants to make commitments even when unable to keep
them. This comes from their strong desire to please, not because of any intent to deceive.
MOH XUAN YA tends to be very spontaneous, easily becoming bored with routine tasks.
MOH XUAN YA values close, personal relationships and will often put the needs and desires of
those who are loyal friends ahead of his/her own. This is an even-paced individual who thrives in
a peaceful, harmonious environment.
MOH XUAN YA will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition. Not afraid to take a bold approach, MOH XUAN YA is willing to challenge the status quo. Original and creative, this individual acts with confidence when implementing new solutions.
MOH XUANYA will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions. Once they have madea decision, they will not be afraid to act upon it.
BEAST SINGAPORE FANMEETING 2ND JULY 2011
Sunday, 3 July 2011 // 11:16 PM
Yoon doojoon, jang hyunseung, yong junhyung, yang yoseob. lee gikwang, son dongwoon, SOBEAST DAEBAK!
The moment when i entered the hall i felt like a dream came true. I'm at row5 and seat 5 so it's quite near to the stage. When the intro video start playing, WE WENT INSANE. Kept screaming and screaming then VOOOOOOM these six beastly man jump up to the stage and start with special~ I jump jump jump and kept shouting screaming shouting JUNHYUNGGGGG~ Followed up by soom. Next they started interviewing the boys and i noticed dongwoon whispered to doojoon, yoseob and junhyung about something, they giggled and kept pointing at our direction. I wondered what it is, really. I wondered if it's me or us or those people at our back. Ever since this happening, doojoon, junhyung and yoseob kept coming to our row and entertained us. I swear jun kept looking and staring at me cos i'm carrying his board and kept shouting for him obviously I'm his fan so he must look out for me rightttt hehe ikr i could feel it. It's so amazing that i felt he knows my existence~ The moment when they sing ORD i cried, jun put his hands towards my direction and rapped. It.was.fucking.amazing. I really cried.. When coming to the end, a part of me was dying I don't want them to gooo and we shouting for encore. Yes, they performed oasis and V.I.U we all ran up to the front which is damn close to the boys. But i hate it that I'm short and everyone's squeezing me I can't see anything jun can't see me too but only my board ;) So i bet he remembered my board now!! Concert end, went backstage to have hi5. OMG i totally went speechless when i entered the room. WE ARE SO FUCKING CLOSE. Jun stared at my eyes and touches my hand. I said: "oppa saranghae!! *jumpjump*" Junhyung:"yeh~ *killer smile*" My mind went blank so i couldn't really say anything to doojoon and gikwang sorry :( blame jun. Stalked them all the way to hotel but couldn't get anything till they're going back to airport. We waited outside the carpark, finally their bus passed by! jun opened up his curtain and waved to me *_* He really do know me now.. Yoseob was so cute that he stick his head out of the curtain and gave us a kissing lips awwww. Didn't followed to airport as they're going in by vip so can't really see anything.. That's all ;(
Junhyung oppa, i know you saw me, I know you saw my board, I know you heard me or saw me shouting for you, i hope you can feel my love for you. It really hurts to only know you cried after the concert. Silly boy, I would never leave you no matter what. You're my everything now.. I love you joker. Thankyou beast for giving me a wonderful unforgettable night, this is really a dream came true n_n daebak!
Labels: beast
Junhara.
Tuesday, 28 June 2011 // 4:16 PM
Ha the moment i went to twitter and check my mentions, my mind went boom blank.
I cried.
Jun was dating hara. It hurts and somehow i have a hateful feeling.. But why should i felt this way? If jun was happy and they love each other, why not? They looks good together. Jun was a great handsome guy, hara was a beautiful lady and this must be a wonderful love. I love jun, I'm truly a b2uty so I'll give them all my blessing~ And i see every b2uties are true too as no one bash this couple yet, don't you fucking dare to do that. If jun was happy, so am I. I'm really happy that he found his love. Hopefully, a true and happy love. They let me know that love is so powerful that you don't mind what others see or thinks bout you, you just want to love and be with that person that you loved. Junhara, please last long and enjoy this wonderful love.
you you you you
// 1:30 AM
hihihi hehe
Went to palau ubin with hoppies today.. It's.. Very.. Adventurous. It's a survival trip, there's so many difficult stages for us to overcome.
First, poor yihui fall off her bike on a slope which is very very painful, her wound, omg. Second, Nigel's bike broke down after some while of yihui's fall. Third, unlucky me my bike gear kept dropping. Thank goodness yenwoon, Chris and kenny was there or not I don't know what to do :/ Was kind of guilty to keep them behind of my stupid gear. Oh yes adventure end at 4 plus, we boat back and bus to downtown to bathe like a paradiseeeeee~ Had yummy dinner with Ms Goh and Mr Yeo at xinwang cafe ^_^ hmm conclusion, strongly recommended not to bike at pulau. It's very dangerous and tiring kkkkk go east coast or pasir ris instead.
Readers, I'm going to have a very private blog for my own venting and some stuffs that I only wanted strangers to know. Find me if you can! Hehheeee ahhh THREE FUCKING MORE DAYS TO MEET BEAST OMGGGGGGG JUNJUNJUNJUN HERE I COME!
HOLIDAY.
Thursday, 9 June 2011 // 8:46 PM
These four days of stress, suffering, burning midnight oil, not having sufficient sleep etc all these shit are coming to an end. I can party and party and heyyyyy! Holidays here mama come I've waited for you for a long timeeee. I wanna play like mad and work like mad then spend like mad. Hohohoho
This perfect ftbeast combination day.
Thursday, 26 May 2011 // 6:39 PM
FT made their comeback with confession and hello hello today.
Beast won first on Mcountdown today.
My hong hugged my jun from the back it's so sweet that i wanted them to be together gaga. Seobie took pentastick and shouted ft islanddddddd during their encore stage which made me feel so damn happy. This is the best. The best combination ever but if they had a stage together it's more than best.
Teeeeheee me so happy right now. Seeing my top two bias group being so close, I'm contented.
Welcome back ft, congrats beast! Bbong~ ♥
Best of da best.
Saturday, 7 May 2011 // 12:08 AM
I'm so happy todayyyyyyyyyyyy hahahhahaaaa! Hahahahahhahahaha!
Firstly, I meet up with Venus, Larraine, Alicia and Xinyi~ We had so much laughter during our heart to heart talk. Each of us say our problems out and we solve it together. Our main topic was, how to differentiated like and love. To those who knows the answer, please leave it on my tagboard under chat because we've tried to solve it for hours but still couldn't found the answer.
I've made a major choice today too.. With their support, I did it. I shall not regret, we only live once.
I hope we would have another gathering like this soon okay, I love you girls so much ♥
And hope our talks today would make all your hearts go lighter and happier.
It was a crazy uncontrollable crowd at cine just now when the cast were over there. I'm almost dead so gave up and walked to the sides. After that we rushed down to mediacorp cos we didn't really see much!! Waited for very long~ It's been years since i waited at media for local stars okay. We went to the tv gate, FREAKING OMG SAW THE FOUR CAST KIMBERLY, TOMATO, ELISABETH & EDWIN. Quickly rushed there and take photos, they were all very friendly! Didn't dare to go near edwin or talk to him cos very awkward lahhh like same schoolmate then like this :/ I think he know us :x okay where is my master ian?! Hehhee over heard them saying ian was still filming and was finishing. So exciteddddddd and waited. FINALLY OMG SUNSHINE BOY WALKED OUT. Wooooooo I'm the first who approached him for a picture~ And gave him my skittles he smiled and say thankyou of cos n__n other fans went and give him sign then i got this chance to asked him pose a picture for me and he did it handsomely! awwww the cast was rushing him, he was still signing and said: " 等一下会死啊？！“ 
